This application for the 2019 Parallel Perception Scholarship was submitted by Nathan. This year the recipient will receive either attendance at the Gravity Series Workshop or participation in the Online Spiritual Guidance program. If you would like to offer your support for Nathan please leave a comment at the end of this blog post.
Living from my past full of addictions and a loss of personal power I felt lost. Anger and resentments were tearing me apart and needed help. I joined Alcoholics Anonymous and started working the steps. Many months went by and I still felt lost and depressed.
I went to an Ayahuasca ceremony to find some truth. It helped a lot and I did four more ceremonies in total. Although it gave me great comfort, my perspective hadn’t changed. So once again I searched.
The first time hearing Lujan speak I was captivated. The way he was speaking and the things he was saying was well….absolute unscripted truth. It hit me like a ton of bricks, right down to my core! My heart’s core!
I was on a path of enlightenment for a long time, reading, practicing and following all sorts of spiritual guidance, but never in my life was I ever touched immediately from just listening to someone speak! I immediately started to research Lujan and discovered his books.
Starting with The Art Of Stalking Parallel Perception, may I say that these are not just books! Every time I read through any of them they teach me new insights I didn’t realize were there! Multi-layered, multi-dimensional topics on living from our hearts is truly beyond words!
Having read these amazing books by Lujan Matus, that I’ll be re-reading for the rest of my life, I decided to try to contact Lujan for the Online Spiritual Guidance Program for the website. He first wanted to get to know me a bit, by finding out where I was lacking my personal power. He spoke about watching my feelings deep inside my body. To ignore what I think I know, and not to expect anything.
“Once you go to your mind, you lose your heart,” he said. This hit me like a ton of bricks! Perfectly simple.
I started to notice I was split from my true feelings. He showed me how to apply myself to my circumstances, and to stay in gratitude in every precious situation. Letting go of who I thought I was, and blessing people for making mistakes. The heart contains more cells than our brain and also contains our truth. Turning off this non-stop internal dialogue by listening to what we can’t hear and jumping back to our hearts!
To stay in a state of gratitude and to accept every single circumstance as a precious moment, truly has changed my life. Observation with non-participation and it is our gestures that become truth. Lujan’s teachings have brought me to a deeper understanding of myself and the world around me. My personal power is greater now than ever before! I speak from my heart, and feel a sense of lightness and easiness I never felt before!
Thank you Lujan, and Blessings.
Love,
Nathan
Beautiful Nathan. Feeling your heart and sense of lightness and ease.
Wow Nathan!!!
Very sweet story…person after person, story after story, so sweetly and clearly released by the infinite wisdom Lujan shares! I really hope you find your way to Sedona!
This application of intent and love for our brother Lujan!
Thank you Brother!
How is your sourdough bread going? Miss talking to you.
Going great, working towards my goals. I hope to talk to you soon!
Continued Blessings Nathan
Wonderful to see and hear about those who are finding themselves here on this planet. It is a special and precious connection to all. Much love.