My first meeting with Lujan was both the best thing that ever happened to me and probably the worst I’ve ever acted in my entire life.

It was literally as if all the unpleasant actions of all the people I’d met in the past were now flowing through me, unconscious, uninhibited, and definitely unwanted!

At first we simply funky-hand-shook and instantly something inside of me began to freak out, as I simply walked to the other room — (Was I insane?

People usually invite others inside! To this day, I question why I was so rude to Lujan, rude in a way that I”d never been to anyone else in my life! Quite embarassing! Although, I admit also that some part of me really wanted to see if he wouldn’t take it personally. ) — I instantly began to ‘act out’ or ‘make crazy’ as it is said, to talk of things useless, and irrelevant. Literally, I was out of character.

Lujan remained cool and relaxed throughout the entire encounter, even detecting my extreme anger (Something which I hadn’t noticed occurring until he pointed it out).

Lujan never took anything personally.

I had never shaken like that before in my entire life, although I’d watched several others shake like that and always wondered what was causing it.

He instantly uncovered the depths and experienced the most insanity I’ve experienced flowing through me in my entire life. He also spoke with me about the difficulty I’ve had in aligning my eyes to work together.

It later became clear to me that I was acting as the result of bewitchment from a satanist — A bewitchment which I had spent much time defeating before, but had recently been renewed by my own failure to recognize the signals that indicated to me to remain unavailable.

Throughout our various encounters, it was discovered that I had several loops occurring unconsciously that were preventing me from seeing possibilities.

Throughout most of our meetings, I actually interacted with Lujan very little, mostly interacting with what it was needed for me to see. Lujan spoke with me about how feelings unexpressed within circumstances can form a layer within the energy body which the people within that circumstance can use against the person that didn’t express.

When he spoke with me of this there were massive changes within my physiology as old circumstances began re-arranging themselves to retroactively enhance me in the emotionally kinesthetic demonstrations within myself of what should have been expressed by me wihtin those circumstances, but weren’t. It was very helpful and extremely clearing.

Even at our last meeting, the bullshit arrogance that was the deepest ugliness in my character, as well as my enemy (And it will remain an enemy until it is eliminated from my being), was still present, and the spirit intervened directly, warning lujan of it.

When Lujan does the tears, it is quite awesome.

To observe the arcs of electricity move across his fingers and through his body, to see the yellow field as a result of the tapping, and of course, the light blue-ness that forms the tears themselves.

The effect of lujan on one’s consciousness is profound while being difficult to describe or explain.
He probably has the most flexible or mobile consciousness of anyone I’ve met on earth.

My own consciousness responded to the practice of the tears and to his in many ways, including pictures of a multi-colored luminous wave as well as complex ‘pictures’ of luminous butterflies and other sorts of landscapes.
The practice of martial applications with him was extremely healing, extremely physical, enjoyable, focusing and extremely violent.

He has that natural touch of a martial artist that may appear to be striking a student across the jaw, although within that strike might be precisely the chi and force required to re-set tendons and the joint and heal much damage.

Although I never felt sincerely threatened by him, apparently some part of me needed to see that he could be murderously threatening, and so acted to bring about such circumstances.

Also, while I was in Bali, I gained between 10 and 15 lbs. Which is approx. 4 – 6.75 kilo’s.
It is possible to have gained more, although I do not wish to exaggerate.

The last time I weighed myself I had been about 145-150. I assume that I was at 155 when I arrived, although it wouldn’t surprise me to have been less. I weigh between 165-170 now.