Dear Lujan,
I want to share this with you.
Three days ago, I saw a comment on one of your posts in which somebody asked if something will happen on the 8th and you replied it was a special day for you.
That night I discovered something lost. I would describe it as profound inner silence. A truly beautiful state. What happened before going to sleep is that I gazed like I used to, many years ago, at the window, at the trees and plants outside. Then I went to bed and the most beautiful and profound blue hue started pulsating around me, in waves. I felt connected to something divine. It reminded of the state I was drawn into when I looked at your left eye (if you remember, at some point I touched the wall to check if I was still in the living construct) and it also reminded me of entering that black void again. Then, for some reason I said in my head “Malayian, Don Juan?” and then the hue went away. And I felt not ready for something. I was left with the feeling that there are elusive desires in me that I need to dissolve by being of service to others, by completely removing the “I want” part in me, the ego, the need for being somewhere on a hierarchical level. But I also felt very good and understood, as if it didn’t matter how long it would take me to do this task, I had to do it. And I will.
Just now, I entered the same silence, and I saw something with wings. I perceived it as a moth. Then it dissapeared when my mind acknowledged what it saw. Again, I tried to reach that state and I almost did. It was the same, the more I would empty my mind, the more I would not “want” to see something, I would see start seeing the wings again. Then I got up and wrote this 🙂
For the past 5 days I keep feeling a strange sensation on my left part of the face. A warmth.
I do not know what to make of this but it is okay. I feel more complete than I ever felt in years.
I keep seeing from where each preoccupation “starts to burn” and I can calm myself on the spot by reaching the same inner silence.
I can’t wait to see you again.
Lotsa love,
Chris
Yes Chris the date was significant for me and it is significant for many people, even if they don’t realize the significance of their change of consciousness. Nevertheless, you are a prime example of this change in attention.
We are moving very rapidly towards a major shift. Your experiences reflect this phenomena occurring. It is not the physical manifestation of UFO’s that necessitates this change, once again as everyone can see through your experience.
I have had access to a very profound feeling since I was in my early thirties and I had a major contact occur then. This feeling reflected the heightened intelligence that our visitors possess and I know with absolute assurredness that for aliens to be faced with human consciousness when their way of being is in this elevated state makes it near impossible for communion until we change as a collective.
Even though the subject matter in your email creates my reflection upon your recapitulation, it is evident that we are changing one by one. Yet this manifestation does not verify the existence of the alien phenomena that has been elucidated on UFO Disclosure Countdown Clock as far is what is expected, thus giving credence to the old saying, “expect the unexpected”.
Another reader has asked me a question about this phenomena and I will answer this question tomorrow. If you have any questions about my post, please go ahead.
dear friends:
I know its a mouthful but please read as I would like to share something with you.
PLEASE READ.
I am a young character trying to make sense of this new found awareness that I myself came into contact with by means of a very very intense experience that occured late one night two winters ago. From this day on, I decided to make rights of my wrongs [subconsciously and without any given reason ] I just felt that it was the right thing to do. The way the world around me felt, and how my eyes processed the stimuli of the light coming into my eyes on a daily basis felt like a new found world. As if the way I thought about earth and how the earth I lived in short minutes before this happened had just fully changed. I went about my life and things felt as if it was the first time I was doing them again. From drinking a beer to even recognizing my own family… I knew I was speaking to my father and that he was my father but it was as if it was the first time I was seeing his physical face again, and I could appreciate all the details of what his existence meant to me. The way colors seemed or felt … well you get the point, things just changed from that point on until now. and currently still going.
I began to put others before me. To see things differently and at a level of compassion for the world that I could not explain… it’s as if my own persona, or my own identity was a new slate… it got reprogrammed… or at least thats the closest way that I can explain it….
Why I am sharing this is because prior to this, two years ago, I considered myself to be part of the masses, just a young college student, working jobs and worrying about money, or my bills, watching dead-end tv and suddendly after such experience, two years later, i’m reading your blog Lujan and follow it daily and then I come across someone who is clearly experiencing this very similar event.
so, dear friends, with all the love in my heart, I ask you to maybe collective fill me in, as a favor…. I would like to know more. there is too much information out there and as you mentioned Lujan…. its like a blind person leading the blind. This information can often confuse me and in hand confusing maybe those to ever care to listen to my thoughts, since I look for answers through any means I can…. the people within my life [except my family] aren’t tuned into all of this so any attempts of talking about it or me trying to share my feelings ends up in a stand-still.
and well, the web is a sad victim of what lies and misinformation can do to any type of system. Whether its social, or inner-personal… I would like to feel full truth in the information I posses… I want to be able to inform or at the very least influence the people I come in contact with and be able to share knowledge that has validity which in hand will also benefit them as well…. so far, Lujan, your teachings – if at most just your simple thoughts have been refreshing to hear or read … because I’ve felt slightly confused about all of this.
Thanks in advance,
peace and love to you Lujan and
to anyone who is reading.
Ivan Ceron.
This is surprising for me in a way, yet it feels very right. It is also good to find that this is not only about my own self but it has to do with all of us. It makes it easier for the ego to be discarded 🙂
It is very interesting what we each understand by aliens and UFOs.
For instance, the second vision I had was probably not really a moth. It appeared as one and it was the closest thing that I could think of because of my assimilated syntax (we all probably read about the moth, bringer of knowledge). In reality, that was probably something different; upon closer examination, it had a more complex appearance that wouldn’t fit to anything, like most experiences I recall (once I remember seeing spiders, in a similar way, then looking for pictures on the internet to match them and finding none)
I personally feel the following very strongly: the way to get there, in contact has been revealed. I know exactly what must be dropped, on a personal level. And the task is the same for everybody: to empty ourselves, to let go of everything which corrupts our buoyancy. This of course is not selfish: what must be dropped affects the others and releases them, as it does for us, from a net of fixation. The only way to communicate with these beings is through a deep level of inner silence.
Lotsa love,
Chris