A Greater Sense Of Responsibility And Purpose

This application for the 2019 Parallel Perception Scholarship was submitted by Valeria. This year the recipient will receive either attendance at the Gravity Series Workshop or participation in the Online Spiritual Guidance program. If you would like to offer your support for Valeria please leave a comment at the end of this blog post.

For a very long time now, I have been searching for something that could help me overcome a feeling of limitation and fear that has ruled my life. After learning that freedom from this feeling was attainable, I was determined to do everything I could to regain my power.

I’ve gone through spiritual and religious texts trying to piece together practical aspects that would help me understand this condition. I made significant progress but with fragmented teachings, I was often left with doubts and contradictions to sort out.

I carried on with my life, shifting my focus to physical health. I discovered that raw food and fasting are essential to this path. I’ve worked really hard to simplify my life and heal my body, but the feelings of limitation and fear remain. I often feel that liberation is just at my fingertips but I lack the clarity to see how to move past the ensnarement of my heart. Only a year ago I learned about Lujan Matus’ teachings and this reassured me that I was on the right path.

Almost instantly Lujan’s words filled me with a greater sense of responsibility and purpose. His elucidation on the mechanics of our entrapment gave me the understanding I needed to move forward. This alone was a monumental contribution to my evolution. I am no longer looking for explanations and I can begin to correct my application to life.

The principles of being lighthearted and truthful have lifted a weight off my chest. I can no longer carry on hidden agendas, and I strive to live with nothing to hide. Lujan’s books have made me aware of the impact my intentions have on every human being I come in contact with. I can now look at my circumstances with compassion and know that I must guard my heart against negative, corrupt intentions.

As I continue to practice, the severity of our entrapment becomes clear. The tools that I’ve acquired from Lujan’s teachings are helping me to stop perpetuating unnecessary suffering for myself and those around me. Every night I listen to his books and I am reminded of something precious that I need to recover. Overall, I have been provided with a new set of standards to live by. I am immensely grateful for this.

Witnessing the struggle to love freely within my family lead me to desire nothing more than clarity and purpose. I hope that I can achieve this during my lifetime, and be able to influence others to do the same.

I’ve always dreamed of having the confidence of a warrior, to dedicate my life to this work. Being truthful has made me vulnerable, and that is something I am not used to. I want to enjoy my life and be sure of myself. To be guided through entangled emotions and imprints, to me is the greatest gift anyone could ever receive. I hope that studying with Lujan will give me the clarity and strength I need to live a life with purpose.

Thank you,
Valeria

A Greater Sense Of Responsibility And Purpose

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