To Await For What Is In My Heart To Manifest

This application for the 2019 Parallel Perception Scholarship was submitted by Ayaahanie. This year the recipient will receive either attendance at the Gravity Series Workshop or participation in the Online Spiritual Guidance program. If you would like to offer your support for Ayaahanie please leave a comment at the end of this blog post.

For Lujan, and anyone else who happens to read my words – Thank you for reading. I am Ayaahanie. (Silent ‘h’, pronounced Iyahnie).

I am fairly new to your work, Lujan and haven’t yet done any of your courses. I do have The Art of Stalking Parallel Perception and Who Am I? books though, but which I haven’t yet finished reading, due only to the fact that my life is like a cross between a breeze and a whirlwind, blowing through multiple realities, by day in my work and life, and by night via dream spaces, learning and growing from each reality I pass through. Life is busy, colorful. A living, ongoing adventure.

Although I am a ‘newbie’ to your work, Lujan – it has already changed my life. I feel this was the start of the journey that revealed my true name to me only this year, and I am thankful for this, as when my name is spoken, I feel, for the first time in this life, that it is truly I who is being addressed, rather than a projected reality identity from others. My name is alive. It is me. I am my name.

I have learned to trust, to observe, to await for what is in my heart to manifest, with silence and inner peace. I have created many more healing protocols to free people, from new discoveries I have made. I was opened up to many new things, and ways of living, through reading your books.

I observe other realities or timelines, and I see now, for the first time, only whilst writing this, that in observing this pattern of mine, I appear to be collecting, in a way, bringing in to 3D reality, the optimal time space dimensional realities to live in, both for my clients who come to me for healing, clearing and consciousness raising, for the planet and beyond, and for myself.

This leads me to write about what I would like to achieve. I would love to achieve a higher level of healing for, and also freedom from the 3D reality matrix, for all my clients. In order to do this, I myself must learn more, raise my own consciousness and vibration to the highest levels I can attain, and free myself from the confinements of the 3D reality to lead the way for others. I feel that your work is the next step I must take.

Why would I like to undertake tuition? For these reasons. The more I further myself, the more I can help others.

Why have I not already signed up for your courses? Merely because of finances. No other reason. The old reality of lack is changing though. It will pass.

Dream Spaces. This is another thing that has opened up further for me. I am lucky to, throughout life, experience Dream Time in full color, full senses, (plus other things that I can’t do on Earth like flying), and as a first-person experience. I now observe more of what is happening whilst in a Dream Space, and ensure that I am more aware as to exactly what is going on, making more aware decisions within the Dream Space. Sometimes I go back to the space if there’s something I feel I missed.

What else I have I learned so far through reading your books, that has helped me? Many things, but one of the most significant for me currently, at this point in time, is that there are things that I have and know at a heart level that I know to be truths – heartfelt, heart-based realities, truths and knowledge, and that because of this they are unshakeable.

With this knowledge, I have learned not to be captured, led astray and allow myself to be tricked by other’s projected realities that oppose what’s in my heart. In this way, their projections cannot destabilize me, or have me accept an untruth, or a different reality to that which I know to be true. I am able to wait with silence, peace, stability, and patience for the emergence of all that is in my heart.

Thank you.
Ayaahanie